---I Want to Want to Live
I want to want to live.
I'm tired of being tired.
I want to want to do things.
I'm not suicidal,
But I wish I felt like I was living.
...
Happy birthday, to me.
---untitled_operator
P.S. --- This is a medical related thing that can/will be fixed, I'm not in any danger. I'm just tired of being surrounded by mountains that need to be moved.